Feel like I can’t hold on anymore

[Neptuna]

I feel like my anxiety and depression is only getting worse. Everything hyperstimulates me, especially noises like music, I feel like I’m dying all the time. It’s so hard to see my peers look so happy like they don’t have a care in the world and yet feel so alone. I also feel like when I’m extremely anxious I’m scared to use my stuff that I like, otherwise I’ll associate it with my anxiety.

[gajh]

Welcome. You have come to a place where you aren't alone. People here understand and care.

[Wildflower13]

I understand your feelings. It all feels too heavy right now. I’ve been in this “season” for 3 years and I don’t know what to do.

I picked up antidepressants earlier this week and still haven’t started them. I’m terrified too thanks to experiences with them years ago. Anxiety is the devil, and adding depression to the mix is even worse.

I’m so sorry you are going through all of this and I wish you healing and happiness. God’s got us and we WILL get through this. Hang in there friend. You are not alone.