Fed Up

[CLB1125]

I’m just fed up! With doctors and meds. Insurance companies and billing departments. People who are supposed to love you but do anything to make life harder! Who have no regard how their words and actions hurt you. I’m fed up with taking tons of pills and shots and still feel like shit! Being so exhausted day in and day out that you just want to sit and watch the world go by. I’m tired, I just want to shut my eyes and it all be done. If there is a God, why can’t He hear me and bring me home?

[litethatnevergoesout]

awww, I’m sorry you feel so raw. I’ve been there, God take my soul.

[TangledUpIn]

I just saw your post my friend and I can understand why you are so fed up. Life can feel so overwhelming at times. Today is my birthday so maybe I'm being selfish but I want us both to have a wonderful day🙂

[CLB1125 in reply to TangledUpIn]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!🎂

[PeaceNeed]

Hello CLBI feel same way. Family basically told me to drop dead and mental health system made things worse.. As for God sometimes I think he just ain't listening.

[CLB1125]

I guess they are just tired of hearing about it too. My husband is the kind , if you can’t do anything about it, don’t worry about it. I have tried so many times to explain it’s just not that simple. I started making miniature dollhouse furniture and the rooms to put them in. Thought it would get my mind off stuff. Wrong thought! Too many numbers and too many decisions!! Just trying to decide what color scheme I want takes days. My husband said just shut your eyes and grab a bottle of paint. I wish it was that simple. I told him it’s tiring to have OCD!! My mind never rests.