Much better

[Bichon71]

It's been nearly 2 years since.my youngest son died and turned my life upside down. I still miss him so much but I don't cry everyday, although driving to Wales on Sunday I was hit in the stomach with grief and wanting to talk to william so much it was a physical pain and the tears had to flow what caused that reaction I haven't a clue but when it hits you have to let the tears out. Having said that I am coping better since taking high dose vitimin D I can carry on living and think of william without tears but with laughter sometimes . I am still taking antidepressants but life goes on I have learnt that humans are very adaptable ,william will always be part of my life and I would not want it any other way.

[IncognitoC]

Sounds like you are doing the best you can as it’s still very early. Grief can be different with every person out there. Two years on I would think that you are still grieving for him.

Something must have triggered when you took your trip to Wales which is totally natural.

Stay strong you are doing good

[Bichon71 in reply to IncognitoC]

Thankyou for that you stay well