Struggling

I try to stay positive and live as stress free life as possible. I have damage to my nerves system, which causes all kinds of serious health problems. Remaining happy, calm and stress free is extremely important. I am going through a very stressful situation right now. Actually have been for a few months. It's affecting my health. I'm here because I'm alone with little to no support. I'm thankful just to know someone is out there.

[Hidden]

Are you able to share what is it that's making you stressed?

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It's little things building up. The fact that I have to deal with it all alone. No one taking care of me. The thing that is pushing me over the edge right now, the past 3 months, is a horse I rescued. I've had her over 3 years, but 3 months ago she took a turn for the worst. I'm planning on putting her down today. We have a strong bond. I have been struggling with the decision, it's been eating me up. Still not sure if I'm doing right, but I know I can't take any more.

[peacefulandcalm]

hi lostsole, you are not alone. I have damage to my cns too. Just saying you are not alone. yes, happy, calm and stress free. This is temporary, it will pass....sending good wishes <3

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It's so hard to stay happy. Life is hard. Especially when you're alone, no one taking care of you. Does your damage cause bad ( wrong ) signals to be sent to your body?

[Shield_Of_Faith]

I hope for the best for you to hang in there and stay strong. I pray each passing day you find ways to stay happy, optimistic, and calm. I really do hope things get better for you. 🙏🙂

[gajh]

I am glad you are here reaching out for support. I hope you are taking care of yourself through this stressful situation. I hope you can return to happy, calm, and stress free very soon and that your health improves rapidly. Take care.

[Audiomarc1]

I wish I had all the answers to our sadness. If I did, I'd help you and everyone on this site. But I can give you my sincere hope that you will find the inner peace we all deserve. My thoughts and prayers are with you lostsole. Keep in touch 👍