hi!
So for the past 7 months, I’ve been a new manager at my job as a librarian. I just keep making mistakes, I just got a written warning.
the issue is I feel like I’m getting better? But I guess not because I just got told off more yesterday. I’ve used up all of my PTO (I get migraines and get sick, and then I even got Covid).
I haven’t had a full staff since I started. I’ve been working 6 day weeks. I’m exhausted.
my anxiety over this is almost unbearable.
My dog also has heartworm, so that sucks! Then my partner nearly broke up with me. There’s so much going on, everything just needs to stop.
Today’s the kind of day that I wish I didn’t have to exist.