it’s all falling apart

[LaurenBoby]

hi!

So for the past 7 months, I’ve been a new manager at my job as a librarian. I just keep making mistakes, I just got a written warning.

the issue is I feel like I’m getting better? But I guess not because I just got told off more yesterday. I’ve used up all of my PTO (I get migraines and get sick, and then I even got Covid).

I haven’t had a full staff since I started. I’ve been working 6 day weeks. I’m exhausted.

my anxiety over this is almost unbearable.

My dog also has heartworm, so that sucks! Then my partner nearly broke up with me. There’s so much going on, everything just needs to stop.

Today’s the kind of day that I wish I didn’t have to exist.

[kas_102611]

hi 😊 awww I’m sorry you are going through such times I pray to our good father that he may lift and carry you through that he may fill you in areas you may need a little more … you be true to yourself don’t be hard on yourself (I have trouble with that ) you have an amazing day today 🙏🏼❤️

[hopeforjoy]

Though I don't have an exact answer for you, I'm sorry life's such a struggle right now but those of us who've walked in your shoes feel and understand your pain -- just know that you're not alone!