I would never want to relive my childhood and all the horrors I had to endure. Years of therapy have afforded me the tools I needed to find the answers, to pinpoint the cause- "s" of why I am not like all the other humans. Information and objective self-analysis without self-judgment have been and will be my path to better mental health. Songwriter Pete Gabrial seemed to struggle with this too "Digging in the dirt, Stay with me, I need support, I'm digging in the dirt, To find the places I got hurt, Open up the places I got hurt" I don't know who needs to hear this and perhaps I am on a fool's errand, after all, even the legendary Siddhartha had to explore many paths before he found his feelings of enlightenment. My three keys. Admit I have a problem, get qualified help to educate myself, feet on the floor every morning no matter how hard it gets.
I do however get nostalgic for Saturday morning cartoons, on the couch in my PJs, munching on a big bowl of Cap'n Crunch's Crunch Berries 🤩