really stressed

[Gladdi8or]

my mom just brought up that my aunt who started a small company wants me to work for her and my dad just told me that my grandpa who I don’t know well wants me to visit him. I constantly feel guilty that I don’t have a job while my younger sister does and is doing college at the same time, but anytime something like this comes up I become super anxious and scared. I am horrified of the future and growing up. And when it comes to visiting my grandpa, I am completely exhausted from just going out into town for a day, a week out of state with someone I am not fully comfortable with sounds like too much. I don’t know what I want you guys to say but I’m really stressed out rn.

[Gladdi8or]

I don’t have to visit my grandpa they just told me about it. And I am very greatful for my aunt thinking about me and the offer. It’s just that any job at all is terrifying to me. I have never seen on the golden pond.