Sad and frustrated

[Starrlight]

Spring starts tomorrow

And I am anything but Springy

I want to celebrate Spring with my kids by visiting a nature center where there is a pond with eggs we saw a few weeks back that should have become tadpoles.

I have been feeling so sick and tired and in pain and finally have much sadness today. I’m going to try my best to get out tomorrow and celebrate but if I feel this way I don’t know how I’ll manage to get out of bed even.

Are you guys celebrating tomorrow? I hope you have a happy day tomorrow welcoming Spring!

[Hb2003]

I have a Zoom Meeting at 3:00 tommorow☺️ i also might go outside and take a walk around the campus circle

[Hidden in reply to Hb2003]

so cute spring chicks

sweet

[Nothing_but_books in reply to Hidden]

Never saw mixed ducklings before. I found a post explaining it, with more beautiful photos.

watching-bingley-birds.blog...

[Hidden]

hi my lovely star you WILL get out the bed im sending them special vibres to you now ok you will get out the bed and have a lovely day and i just felt goosey feeling you know what i mean luv you your mom will be with you tomorror get out the bed for her dont make her sad💛💚💛you can do it your stronger than you think ok🌈

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

Thank you so much sister star ⭐️ ⭐️

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

lots of luv as always, and just like the mummy duck with her chicks following her you are a good mom and will carry on looking after your babies you are doing a fantastic job bless you 🌟🌈your mom is so proud of you 💛

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

Your encouraging loving wirds mean so much to me. Thank you ☺️

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

another happy together eith mummy

💛

[Trainchaser]

Not doing anything special but am a fan of spring. The weather is supposed to be in the 50s. Spring is a time of renewal and hope I can take a little bit of time each day to enjoy it despite my anxiety and depression. Hope your day goes better tomorrow then today

[Starrlight in reply to Trainchaser]

You guys are the best Thanks Trainchaser yes renewal and hope 😌

[Marysblue]

I read an article today about spring fever. Some people have trouble from the longer daylight in the evening.

[Starrlight in reply to Marysblue]

Oh I heard that on the news. Thanks for that reminder.

[Starrlight]

I feel

Like my head will explode

There’s too much

[Starrlight]

I feel

Like I don’t deserve to feel happy

I don’t know why

I guess it’s the lies depression tells.

I’m worried about my dad and I miss my brother and mom

Spring is when my brother killed himself

I’m overwhelmed with grief

[Artistfriend in reply to Starrlight]

Be good to yourself, Spring isnt going anywhere soon.

I understand about your brother, same here except in Fall

[Starrlight in reply to Artistfriend]

I am sorry for your loss. Thank you, you be good to yourself too.

[Dot_]

Hi starlight, May tomorrow be a new day. One with brighter lights and lessened pain. Tomorrow I go back to work after quarantining because of covid. I look forward to going back to the normalness. Happy spring!

[Starrlight in reply to Dot_]

Happy Spring Dot!!! Hope you enjoy your day back at work. I’m trying to accept and let myself be however I need to be, so far so good.

[Dolphin14]

Spring, I didn't know it was today

I hope you feel well enough to get out for a bit. I know you have so many things going on.

My heart is with you soup

❤️🐬

[Starrlight in reply to Dolphin14]

Soup, a good thing happened to lift my spirits and allowed me to go inward. My 15 year old had a dream of my mom and she was so beautiful and happy telling him about how great the afterlife is.

I think I’ll take your advice and go for my usual walk - and it’s sunny 🌞

Thanks for always being around the corner.

[Dolphin14 in reply to Starrlight]

That is so wonderful. A sign of peace ❤️ it's got to be very settling for all of you.

Take this message with you all day today. Your mom wanted you to know.

Enjoy your walk. 100% I'm hiding around every corner watching you

Sending you love

❤️❤️

[Starrlight in reply to Dolphin14]

Yes such peace it brings.

Haaaaa! I love the idea of you hiding and watching

Love to you beautiful one ❤️

[SayNOtoPanic]

Yes, you go celebrate with your kiddos!! I’m sorry you’re in pain and have been going through it, but you deserve to take a break from it and enjoy a bit. Hugs XO

[Starrlight in reply to SayNOtoPanic]

That sounds awesome I will celebrate Spring well…thanks for the encouragement SayNOtoPanic

[SayNOtoPanic in reply to Starrlight]

you’re welcome 🤗

[Starrlight in reply to SayNOtoPanic]

How are you doing?

[SayNOtoPanic in reply to Starrlight]

I’m alright! Some increased anxiety pending Aunt Pearls monthly visit. And I slept 2 hours last night my kiddo was up complaining from scratchy throat. But happy first day of Spring.

[Starrlight in reply to SayNOtoPanic]

Hope your kiddo is okay. And hope you get good sleep soon! That’s a lot to handle. Good luck with your aunt. ♥️

[Nothing_but_books]

I love the first dandelions of spring. Remember using the stems to make bracelets and necklaces? Have you ever picked the young greens in early spring? They're delicious.

I've never been ambitious enough to make dandelion wine, but it sounds wonderful.

Spring in a bottle.

It's nature, dressing our lawns in glorious color, offering us free food just for bending down and grabbing it.

countryfile.com/how-to/food...

Dandelion

[Rachmaninov2 in reply to Nothing_but_books]

I remember the dandelion ‘clocks’. The number of puffs it took to disperse the seeds would tell you what time it was.

Dandelion ‘clock’.

[SaraSam1989]

Welcome Spring! 🌞Hope you are feeling better soon! One step at a time ☺️

[Starrlight in reply to SaraSam1989]

😊🌻🌺🌈🏵️😻🦜🤸‍♀️😊

[Midori]

TBH, I hadn't noticed this year. Nothing seems to be going into my head.

I missed all the official things , Pancakes, Valentines, UK Mother's Day, and only just realised it's Spring Equinox.

I'm just wandering through, no direction this year. Oh Heck! Just realised its 2 weeks to Easter!

I'm not normally this dozy!

Cheers, Midori