I have so much accumulated frustration right now. I don't know what is anxiety and what isn't anymore.
I've been to the ER twice within a span of two weeks. Once for weakness in my right arm and tingles/spasms in my body. Was declared that my brain is fine and i'm no where near a stroke (a relief), and that what i'm experiencing must be from my anxiety. Second time was because I was trying to sleep and I got really bad head pressure and nausea. My anxiety flipped its switch, and I told my sister, "I think I need to go to the ER"... I probably shouldn't have needed to go (I spent over 4 hours there, and I barely got any sleep that day.)
My body vibrates from mid-back to my legs every so often, and it is mildly annoying when trying to sleep. (Will taking my new anxiety medicine help with this?) The tension headaches I get from my TMJ, as well as from just stress in general has been getting more severe... (I don't want to keep taking tylenol the rest of my life).
I think the worst thing is that I can't sleep naturally. If I don't take an aid before I try to sleep, I will never get any sleep. Will this change once I start taking my anxiety medicine? These are all questions I ask my psychiatrist, but I never get a clean answer, so my mind is always running around.
Doesn't help that I need a tooth extracted, but I'm afraid of the numbing that my anxiety gets really bad.
Any prayers to help me get through this week would be a blessing 🙏