Life has gotten really hard lately. TW not suicidal. I feel like ive been made into social outcast. Everywhere i go people are not friendly. I just wish I can escape into a house on top of the mountainside with all the essentials i need and a security system with severals years worth of food and i would not have to deal with anyone anymore.
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I'm so sorry people are so cruel. You are the sweetest, kindest person. Some see the vulnerable and take punches at them and there is something wrong with them.
Let me know your mountain side address. I will swim by for a visit 🐬. It sounds so peaceful.
❤️🐬
you’ve made it so far and you can do this. Stay strong - we are behind you - all of us
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Hi Vonus, Thank you .🥰🥰🥰
Peopling is very hard for me. I either try to run their lives or expect they should take care of mine. I always imagined I’d be happy on an island somewhere with no people. But as I’ve gotten better, with practice and therapy, I find I need certain people in my life. I need the support and validation. Not in an addictive co dependent kind of way. Just as one human being talking to another.
I’m sorry you’re struggling. Keep trying to interact. People need people. This site is a good place to safely share yourself.
Hi Lily, Im seeing a therapist on a weekly basis. I will try to. Usually I going to the store now I try to just get what I need and run out I try not to focus on the people that are around me but it gets really hard sometimes because I just don't know what to do anymore even when I go on curbside pickup or something I'm treated like I'm garbage but I will try what you said to tell me what she told me to do. I will try my best to do that thank you
I feel that too,it's hard to find simple minded people like me that are calm and kinda quiet like me ,I need friends that I can talk to.some usually say u can take to me then couple Days later they disappear after I opened up to them
Everywhere i go to even drive through now they are not friendly to me. My job made me into a social outcast everywhere I go
Depression makes a person feel like they are a social outcast. I've always said what I hate most about depression is that you don't like yourself and no one else does either! But that is just my perception and it can change too.
Hi Africa, all the businesses that I go to all treat me pretty rude and suspiciously like I'm no good I just can't face people anymore I know that depression makes you feel pretty bad about yourself I went to the doctor today I mean the therapist today and she told me that I'm really really depressed and that's why my blood sugar can't go down. I'll find it pretty hard to face people I can't even drive without my visor down I just feel like I'm not looking at people in the eye anymore and I can't even bear it to go outside in public and even outside of my residence either I know depression is very debilitating. I hope things get better for you too machine the best, N
Wow! You are in a difficult place! I got so I couldn't even manage to take a bath or get dressed. We all know we shouldn't worry about what other people think of us, but it's very hard for me because my reward system is external. I seem to need approval from everyone which is impossible of course. At least you got out to see your therapist. That was more than I could do, I had to talk with mine on the phone. We are having terrible weather here snow and more snow and cold and more cold. At least it is March now. I know it's very difficult but please realize your value and be brave and go out in the world like you did today. I'm sorry about your blood sugar. I didn't know depression effected that. That's all we need right? Another problem!
I meant wishing you the verybest. Sorry about that I'm actually speaking into the microphone because I have a hard time typing a lot
You are welcome. Also that depression anxiety runs along together my has been giving me art therapy she makes me scribble on a piece of paper.She has me take a look at the drawing after ive completed it and she asksk me what i see in it and i tell here and i color it in. I hope in the near future we could overcome the depression somehow
Thank you 'noted', Let's stay in touch!
Hi Africa, I hope you are doing well. Sending you peaceful and healing vibes🤗🤗
Good to hear from you "noted"! I haven't been on here for at least a week but it helped tremendously when I was. I have bipolar disorder and I think I am a little hypomanic these past few days... nothing to be afraid of though because I always take my meds. How are you??
Hey do you know what that dot with the picture in it is. I'd like to choose my own if I could.
I think you would click on your picture or the dots and then it'll say update for file and then click on the ad it says add something on it and you can like update that with any picture that you have in your gallery or something and I click on Save and you can change your picture I wish I could walk through with you I hope that that helps
You mean on my picture
Actually if you're talking about my picture I downloaded it from the Walmart website I typed in pretty pretty picture and that's what it came up with flowers on it
I deleted it all you have to do is just type in what you want on your picture and that's it usually I delete them because I feel safer that way
I don't understand your question about when someone saves your post. Saves your post where? And as far as the picture, mine won't let me click on it.
Oh that is where you can put a picture... I mean that dot that always comes up next to my pseudoname (sp?)
I guess I don't know this site very well. How are you??
I'm doing okay thank you for asking I hope you're doing well too it's just that I can't get my sugar low even though I cut out all my sugar it's running really high and having trouble using the restroom too so I'm not sure what's happening with me I guess it's stress or something but I hope everything is going well in your neighborhood sending you the best my friend and positive healing vibes, N🤗💕💕💕💕💫