just cant

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i cant shake this feeling of loneliness and hopelessness im still looking for a job but cant seem to get a call from anyone,i pay child support and im trying to pay a loan off too but i cant if i got no income all i got is about 25 cents in my account.i live in a shelter and they only have a free plate of food once a day i hate the government i couldnt even qualify for financial help i got approved for foodstamps but its gonna take couple months to get the card mean while what do i do hate this life to be honest sometimes i think about what if i wasnt alive anymore ,cause i see these lazy people at the shelter not caring about nothiing doing drugs in the building and they have everything inluding money and friends like WTF and im hear trying to be better and cant even get a job hate my life