Tired of being so alone. I just wish I could close my eyes and not wake up

[Summer95]

I’m tired of being alone, I don’t understand my purpose. I feel so hopeless when it comes to the dating world. I don’t understand why these men treat me so awful it makes me feel so worthless😢 I just want to close my eyes and not wake up. I also have been really depressed thinking about if my mom died, her health is not the best and sometimes I don’t go around bc she’s an alcoholic and it upsets me. Especially thinking about my childhood I get very angry with her but I love her so much and don’t know what I would do without her. Sigh.

[Shysteve]

Hi,good morning,Im really sorry to hear how you feel, please remember that your not alone,there are plenty of people on this site that have an almost magical ear,please if you need to chat /vent don't hesitate to give us a shout,best wishes steve

[Kelkel00]

I am so sorry for your struggles, I know it’s not easy. Sometimes I feel the same way about life.

We are here for you as a listening ear. (((((((HUGS)))))))))

[Ridingthewave2023]

You are not alone! I often feel similar. I think though, maybe you are trying to find your worth in others as I am guilty of. When I feel like that, it's time for self compassion. Do something for yourself today. Best wishes!

[Fergus-girl]

I too feel like you. All of my “people” have died or are no longer in my life. I often get upset and don’t want to be here on earth and wonder what my purpose is. However, I would not end my life because of the effect it would have on my granddaughters. Nights are the worst time for me. However, I feel better in the mornings usually and still have a purpose with my job, although I have been told that my department may be eliminated, which makes me terribly anxious only because I don’t know what I will do with all my time. I hope you know that you are not alone. Many people feel this way so please hang in there!

[Summer95]

I just want to so badly find my person. I want a purpose I want someone to cook dinner with, someone to come home to every night. Someone to enjoy my weekends with, someone to complain to on my bad days someone to cry to when I feel like breaking down but also someone to share the good days with.

[Summer95]

I'm so unmotivated being alone. When I have a partner it gives me a reason to get out of bed, to clean, to cook. It sounds sad but it’s my truth.