20 years ago to this day I died, twice , on an operating table. I went into respiratory arrest in recovery. My entire life changed that day. I wished they let me die that day. I never recovered. That's all I can share about that. Oh God it still hurts.....
Forever Sadness: 20 years ago to this... - Anxiety and Depre...
Forever Sadness
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God has a purpose for you and all of us through the pain and agony of this life I pray it get better 1day for Us all🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Hard day for me.
I am glad you are still with us. I am also sorry you are in pain. In some ways I can relate. Sending prayers. 🙏🙏🙏
In 2014 I had a major health crisis. Was intubated in medically induced coma multi organ failure. Not expected to live. I did. The rapid response team was called about 10 times. You and I survived for a reason.
Well I’m glad you’re alive. What exactly happened to you??? That must have been frightening. You made it through. God decided it wasn’t your time yet. You still have some living to do. Your life is not over!!! I’m 52 and I’m going through a lot myself. I’m living with my parents who are 80 and 81 and I need to get back on my own. I had my own apartment for a long time but about 4 years ago I lost my car and I really hit rock bottom. I’m hoping that by summer next year and can get my own place again. It won’t be easy. I hope you’ll be all right.🙂
You are stronger than I knew. I am grateful you are here.🦋