I annoyed my sister

[Against_the_current]

I was preparing to go to the university in this city to talk with a prof that could help my graduation work. Was talking with sis about living situation and she said it's a sign to go to the UK for the summer and i paniced, it's hte last thing i need to hear rn, and she said "okay, i won't go" annoyed and "spend less cause i ordered stuff and it's arriving next week". I feel like i'm a burden here. I am sorry If i'm annoying with my "i don't want to be home - i don't want to be in accomodation" situation. I'm annoying to myself too. I need stability. I don't feel safe in neither and i feel like a burden to all. I'm spending only for food but sis triggered me, she sound like dad "spend less". And i escape, i don't want her to tsay If she doesn't but i am worried about her and it's not the right time to talk about htis. Please don't say she hsould go - the guilt would kill me and also i shouldn't deside this. It's not on me and it shouldn't be. I can't take this rn.

[Raggedy-Ann]

Hi, I hope you are well. It's hard when you help someone important to you and they don't see you trying and they get resentful toward you. Remember you both want the best for each other.

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She could be a little more empathetic towards you. Maybe she’s in a bad mood and she’s taking it out on you. That isn’t right.