I lie when I get anxious and in any situations. I start getting extremely nervous and will lie about almost anything, even when I know it's a lie and I should just tell the truth.
I recently started to see someone and today was my first real test and it did NOT go well. Our dogs have become friends and they sleep together in the other room. Unfortunately after MNF + drinks we fell asleep and I'm assuming my dog went to the bathroom on the floor. I left very early and immediately panicked quickly attempted to clean it up, don't think I cleaned it ALL up and ran out of there. I had to go back after I left my keys and he was up trying to find the source and I said that I didn't see or smell anything and I just said bye and left. About 5 min. later he called me and asked if my dog went to the bathroom and if I was embarrassed to say something and that it was okay. I KEPT LYING! I kept saying that we were asleep and maybe it happened the night before and that maybe he did and I couldn't remember cleaning it up.
He knows I lied because, one when I cleaned it up I had a bottled drink I left on the ground, two, clearly he didn't clean it up and my drink was right there, three, clearly I didn't clean it up well because he mentioned that there was still a little more that needed to be cleaned up.
I feel sick, this is bad and I can't believe I did this, I kept saying to myself why did you do that, but in the moment I was frozen with fear and I was afraid he was going to be angry with me.
:/