Was worried about going back to university city Tommorrow but now mom and sis are making it so chaotic

[Against_the_current]

Got back from the seaside, mom and sis are wilding, i'm tired and anxious. Worried about going back to university city Tommorrow and on top of meeting granma and celebrating her birthday. Gonna be so triggering. But signing my internship contract Monday. And here it's probably worse. Agh i just need a safe space and care. But at university city im all alone, espessially that my friend is mad at me. I need to clean my room. But here mom and sis make it so chaotic and triggering. Sorry If i'm annoying. My nervious system disregulated. I just need a safe place and care

[compasnet]

A_t_c, you NEVER need to apologize here.. This IS a safe place. ...with LOTS of care. 🙏

[Against_the_current in reply to compasnet]

Thank you. Sounds so good after i have been scolded, reported and so for expressing myself

[compasnet in reply to Against_the_current]

YOU NEVER need to apologize to me.🙏 I'll do ANYthing I can.🙏 ...truly.

[Against_the_current in reply to compasnet]

Thank you 🙏

[compasnet in reply to Against_the_current]

If course 😆. YOU NEVER need to thank me. 🙏.

[TrustYourSoul]

Who is "MsPastelGhost"??

[Against_the_current in reply to TrustYourSoul]

Me

[TrustYourSoul]

Why do you "predict" in advance that you will be "triggered"?? You are setting yourself up for a negative experience by doing that. You are largely "programming" your own brain in a negative way, ensuring that things won't go well. It is solely up to You.

[Against_the_current in reply to TrustYourSoul]

I just know it and trying to be prepared. But i guess you're right. I need to stop fortune telling

[Against_the_current]

Appreciate it

[Against_the_current]

It means the world to me

[Hidden]

Wish you were near us. You'd be welcome to stay.

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Thanks

[Against_the_current]

We don't have Internet here, my roommate didn't pay it probably because i'm late with my part of bills because dad was at stepmother's village. And i'm trying to call my internship boss but she's not picking up probably because i'm late and it's causing me headache

[Against_the_current]

It's my best but my best is lower than normal people's and it's overwhelming

[Against_the_current]

Thanks, good that there are people who see it