So to hide from the scammer, i changed my username and pfp here and miss "myself" and how ppl were calling me. (Dw, i talked to an really kind admin and we're safe).
The other thing i lost my messanger with all my contracts and settings. Lost my irl support group that got cancelled because nobody came.
Btw still worried where to be. I'm still scared of my roommate and family. I'm all alone all day. I don't even want to hear about autumn and winter because then iget even worse
at least ur posting....
lke hearing someone breath if ur medic and seeing them blink and pink tissue.........yes still lots of problems but ...still kicking....ud be surprised how far ur going to be ....keep those cards and letters coming so to speak....complains comments or whatever...remind me of people overseas from loved ones.....do want any letter no matter what it says or debate with someone still deep in unfriendly land..........so u say whatever the hello u want...but u keep those letters coming......u dont want me to come over there with my freinds....trust me....
tough losing peopel and only connections i had brig.....my fot bridge is tenuious enough brig over the rapids below and i lost more rungs.....dang brig ....trying oto be brave but....no helicopte or calvary in sight....this aint no fun!!!!! as undrstatement Brig...
soooooooooo get it.......really .......the only connections and t5he brain says got to do it and the human part of us goes.....aHHHHHH....!!!!!!! part of my knowns and security!!...dang brig......dang dang dang its sooooooo scary brig....(get it and no im not calling u a wimp....its rough and why we want u to keep the phone line so to speak open...not unlike the listening posts in Vietnam.....pretty hairy ..........and same approach.....want to have a check in every half hour....correctly so....
ur not in vietnam but a form of it...pretty hairy all alone aand
close enogh.....hang in there...super impressed....courage isnt the abssnece of fear......its just going through it one foot at a time, crawlng if a guy has to....been there...trust ur survival instincts...ur tougher than u know.....have tremednous untaped inner resources....ur brain doesnt know about.......u will do what u need to do....if that 5ime comes......
again easy for me to say..........lines are openround the clock..ur never a bother.....read the funnies.....we dont care........we want to hear from u..........
whats going on about ur roomate etc......share.....we dont care..just say it.........if we dont understand u just tell us.....
we need to start bulding u networks and pen pals so ur more conencted....go ahead on ur end.......ur connected here and won go away....lots of people pulling for u....wont go away...these people know what its lke to be all alone alone alone alone alone alone....beliee me they are bulldogs and they have u in their psoitve scope and radar gps and whater u want to say.........they are pit bulls on stereoids for u.......u just keep ur end o the line open.....u bothering no one.....
tell me about ur masters and challenges ....justtallk no one thinkng anyting....
ur buiredlng a bridge with us....keep it coming....ur not a burden or trouble.....ur not...lke the coast guard.....what we do....ur not a bother.
remember....ur.....helping........me.....
more truth than u know.......
ok another perspective...
a guy is a traffic control tower operator plane wsse
gets a call
mayday mayday....alpa 5y 9 ....grandfather had a stroke....1200 miles out .....need assistance over......light snow....visibility near zero..heavy winds....tring to keep he5 nose up and level...over...
k? think u a bother or wimp now??
(noooooooo)
Alpha 5y9- mark this frequency. ......reading u loud and clea4r......lookng good .....steady as she goes....doing great......stay on the line.....tower control is open round the clock...stay with us Al;pha5 .....over.....runway crews ramping up for snow removal...putting on coffee for ur safe arrival...try not to makeur landing look too easy ....or one wheel stuff for fun.....no doubt u can do it but gves the crws cause for Tumms and hey are fressh out.....lol.........if u see the Moose family...u might want to increase alitude...same air speed to conserve fuel...over...
llooking good alpha 5y........u4 in good hands with u......over......
no wing walking K? i aint as yong as i used to be....K? lol.......sorry.....cowboy yoke.....another story......
Alpha 5y.....need a flavor plse....try not to embarass out commerical pilots when ya come in ......no barrel rolls loops and stuff.....ya we hea4e about u bulgarian hotshots..........coffee is on........
new handle is Wild man 12.....keep er real....
transporting any mail Alpha 5y?
havent seen a fnny dude in a sleight with all that snow have aya?????
if ya see a red light pull up...either a radiotower or rudolf.
either way.....ease er up....lol.........looking good Alpha5
Hello, you don't have to feel bad about your actions in search of privacy and safety. You did what was/is necessary to secure yourself from fraudsters and it is good. Don't feel bad over it if it seems you just cannot get away from them. The cyber-world is loaded and gets reloaded with scammers, therefore the changing of some of your identification images is not out of place. With time it shall pay off.
Also, as to where is safe to be, the safest place to be is to trust in the hands of the Divine, and thereafter you can and will find peace and security for your soul.
This life my dear is full of difficult challenges and crucibles but we shall overcome all of these troubles by the power of the Divine.
✌️
Thanks for the Replies, i was just reading them and my roommate arrived and locked herself in her room and i'm worried, i guess she hates me so much. I feel bad that i didn't go to my room at 3pm but stayed at the living room
I hate how life work and some people think.. 
I'm back and I hope i can be brutally honest and find some compassion here.
Blaming myself for my anxiety - I am new here
I've done something wrong and that's why I feel bad
I haven't posted on here in years. Now I need advice.
