Im still fighting but thank you

[yanato]

Hello there

Just want to let you know I'm still taking therapy, working out, reading more doing my best at my work. Personal life is not that great, my alcoholic dad is getting worse, I'still feeling alone. I am not gonna lie, sometimes I started thinking ways to end my life but try to do my best to erase that idea and never attempt again. I try to think I'm here alive for a good reason. My biggest issue right know is the debt I have to pay Its horrible getting phone calls all the time I asked loans when I lost my job due the pandemic situation and feel this shit is endless. As I explained before, I tried to sell my body to get extra money besides my regular job and that is so depressing but I let my therapist know and she said is not the best but I did this to survive, to bring food at my table, I don't do drugs nor alcohol I just want to get rid off this horrible situation and feel there is hope. I just want to thank all your comments and support I'm really fighting I don't forget my medication and I'm making plans for my future I try to think my future will be amazing and my present is a fight I can win.

Ps it's embarrassing but if someone would like to help with a donation I will be completely grateful @yanatopete94 is my paypal user

[FriendlyDude]

Your resolve to push forward and hope for a bright future is a big step! Things are hard but you can do it keep on doing your best! I believe in you