Never give up

[Survivor1687]

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[Agora1]

I like this post Survivor. Make "try it one more time" be your daily Mantra.Who are these people that you are allowing to destroy your life?

Time to wipe the slate clean. Time to love yourself enough in making changes

that will draw in positive people around you.

You have every right to happiness. Negativity shouldn't be guiding your every step,

your every thought. When things don't go right for us, it's about changing our ways,

and not about giving up life. It's playing Russian Roulette with the most precious gift

of all. You've been fortunate not to have come out of a momentary solution by getting

permanently disfigured or brain dead.

You are worthy. You are here for a reason. I want to see what that reason is, don't you? xx

[Survivor1687 in reply to Agora1]

If I could prevent or help prevent what has happened and been happening to me for some time now, from happening to someone else, and help people not hafta go through something similar, or help them through it... that would be a great reason. That would be my whole reason for wanting to live and a part of me wants to believe thats possible. So maybe that's why I hold on. Feeling really unable to do that for myself right now, So how can I make that my reason? I care about others way more than myself. Always have. Thats starting to change. I've noticed people really don't like that. Especially very manipulative, controlling, abusive people. It makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong trying to seek help. Let's just say for instance 'they' are people who are in certain positions of power & have money and pull & are going to keep this going until theyve gotten what they want. What THAT is exactly, I don't know but I've been traumatized by past experiences. Not all of 'them' are the same right? 😢 I'm tired of fearing for my life and feeling unable to have any quality of one. Just don't know where to turn. I'm sorry for not being positive today. I'm stuck in a bad place. Thank you for trying to pick me up. I do sincerely appreciate you!

[Agora1 in reply to Survivor1687]

Survivor, you never have to be sorry for not being in a positive place.I feel your suffering through each and every word. Just know that not

everyone is vindictive like you have experienced. I care xx