had a setback

[Lookingforhope20100]

I had a major setback last night and I did something I shouldn't and said a lot of things I didn't mean. my grandmother and I got into a really bad fight and of course, I stood my ground no one is going to treat me how is 20 like I'm 5 she was going to send me to my room she won't let me use her car which doesn't bother me because I have my own it's not the safest car in the world but if that's how she wants to be, then so be it. she was so disrespectful when my dad was alive he raised me to treat others the way you want to be treated so if she is going to disrespect me ill do the same to her. but after I cooled off I apologized and tried to have a conversation with her but she wasn't having it and I know some are going to say it was because she was still mad but no she is like that all the time you can't talk to her she is always right and you are always wrong and if you try to talk to her to tell her that's not the way things work then she just tells you to move out or says she is going to evict you so needless to say I'm losing my place to live after 30 days and she helps me pay my insurance on my car and she is stopping that too so basically I'm screwed anyway by the end of the night I was so mad and upset that I did end up hurting myself. but this morning I allowed me and my daughter to sleep in and then I took my meds and when to work and I feel better I'm sure everything will work itself out but that's not a chance I can take I can't always worry my home and lifestyle is in jeaprody so even if I don't get evicted I still need to find my own place.

[Daveacr1959]

Sounds like she loves you or she would not let you live there . I would try to patch it up, and save thousands of dollars for your own place.

[Mrspjsmom]

Hopefully things will calm down with time. But it does sound like making a goal to have your own place would help. Hard to live in a situation where you are always upset.