I dont wanna be alive

[Darklight_465]

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

[Hb2003]

Your here for a reason trust me i have been there a bunch of times lots of kindness and support to you 🫂❤️

[Darklight_465 in reply to Hb2003]

But Why do I feel useless like a bother. Like everyone hate me. im tired I dont wanna do this anymore

[Hb2003 in reply to Darklight_465]

I have felt that too . It’s hard to deal with ignore those thoughts those thoughts are false thoughts . Negative self talk

[Agora1]

Derest Darklight, reading over your past posts I am wondering if youare still off your medication? You need something right now to buffer

those intrusive thoughts in your head. We may not be doctors but we

do care about you and want what's best for you. xx

[Darklight_465 in reply to Agora1]

thank you I am on my medication im just very upset. about my parents they keep yelling at me and they say hurtful stuff and I hate when people yell. I just had a whole panic attack

[XoxoFaith]

We are here for you try to calm down maybye go out for a walk it helps me calm down when Iam feeling on edge when Iam getting negative tboughts

[XoxoFaith]

We are here for you try to calm down maybye go out for a walk it helps me calm down when Iam feeling on edge when Iam getting negative thoughts

[DeadRose]

Hello; My post saddens my heart. I have felt this way since I was in my teens and now I am 45 years old the day I write this response. I won’t tell you your here for a reason. I hate when I would here that . I have often found my self yelling “what am I here for “ at the sky. Sort of like when Doofy sister was yelling in to the air while twirling in a circle “ what are you waiting for” in the movie Scary Movie..... anyway..... I heard something that changed my perspective on the Idea of being here for a reason. We watch movies to see how it ends......so consider your life a movie and your anticipating it’s end..... Make a reservation with time by making and accomplishing a Goal and meet your self in the future for a victory. Life is hard.... especially when your harder on yourself than anyone. Take time to get to know and love every part of who you are, enjoying meeting these characters and become familiar with their purpose. Allow yourself to lead you to your most triumphant ending. I hope this response finds you well in mind, body and spirit.

[Petrina_gmfc]

Don't say that you have friends on here that you can talk to

[xjeh2830x]

Trust me I know the feeling, but I promise you things won’t be like this forever. You gotta fight through the storm to see the rainbow in the end. You are never alone. I cant imagine what you’re going through but if you ever need to talk i’m here always. Be safe pls.

[Darklight_465]

Thank you

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Are you actively suicidal?This is an important question. I've been asked this repeatedly by my psychiatrist, the most recent time this morning. I get into this scary pattern (am there these days) where I threaten suicide but don't actually want to die.