My psychiatrist prescribed me trazadone in the last two weeks because she thinks my anxiety is insomnia induced. Although I suffer from depression, ptsd and agoraphobia as well. I’ve tried many types of antidepressants over the years and I’m coming to terms with the fact that I will always have highs and really low low’s. Currently I’ve been on lamotrigine and with starting the trazadone two weeks ago I’m experiencing extreme nausea and migraines. I wake up with anxiety and the nausea intensifies it. I hate this feeling of starting new meds and adjusting to the side effects. I feel stuck and hopeless. This cycle of trying something, feeling like shit, then because it’s not working, starting all over again.
Anyway, I needed to vent in hopes someone can relate. As I already feel soo alone. The one person who understands me the most besides my father is my best friend. It’s been two years since she passed and I cry for her everyday.
My currently psychiatrist is going through a family medical emergency and not present for me, so I’m trying to find a new one.