My Brother Makes My Heart Beat So Fast

[melvincrews2021]

I have a younger brother who is about 5 years younger then me. Sometimes he makes me question whether or not he was even born to the right family. Me and him are so different in so many ways and he is mostly so aggravating, especially with him being the extrovert and me being the introvert. He talks way too much and he'll get pissed and defensive at even the most smallest stuff. Today, he got very pissed when I told him I made the mistake of at first assuming an actor wasn't American when watching this film he liked for the first time years ago. I never meant for it to be offensive it was just a mistake on my part, but he treats it as if it's a racist thing, when it's not it was just a small mistake. Not to mention, I was very young back then. When something like this happens, my heart just beats so fast and I just stand there quiet and fighting the urge to yell in his face or curse him out, which I have done before if I'm being completely honest. I try to ignore him, but his mouth alone can ruin my day and I'm tired of it. If any of you can relate to me with something like this, please feel free to leave comments or chat with me because I would love to talk to somebody who isn't my brother for once. I'm mentally exhausted thanks to him and I really just needed to get this out there because this is something I had to deal with for such a long time.