Why do I get hate on more with women that I find short guys more attractive ?

I noticed every time I got in a relationship a lot a bad happened with girls

had tried to talk to girl to leave me alone or not get involved with guys that I was in a relationship. the girls didn't listen.

yep I did told the guy that i had bad feel with a girl.

I am not sure what do. some girls didn't even listen to the guy that I did have a relationship. friends with women I do not see a point of having any friends with women. I only had my dog has my friends and spider.

I dislike shopping for clothes since am on petite side but there side are too tight. I do not like show off skin and I prefer wear casual wear.

dislike wearing high heels. hobby are I liked golf , swimming, video games, YouTube learning new things. I feel like I just lot hate with women that I just liked short guys and autism guy a more.

know that women will sometime taken guy are more attractive then single guys. I am now get a jealous over some girls because of my experience with girls that I didn't listen to me or my guys that I did have a relationship.

I just assume that girls will be girls to come to men. I do not want to fight over men. do not want a men to plays game and talk about his ex girlfriend. I am ok with guys with asking question about what I dislike.

I want a guy that seen that i personality is better then my looks. I am not waiting for guys since some guy will get taken sometime before i had to chance to.