I'm too alone

I need to get away from myself. I need to get away from myself. I need to get away from Sarah, myself. I can't. I am Sarah. Don't use my name like that! So disrespectful to myself. Please stop. Is it not me? Am I not myself? You'd like to hope so but... I just don't see how that's possible.

[finefrenzy127]

First step is to stop all the self hate talk and learn to love who you are! Once you accept who you are even with all the flaws, it gets a bit brighter on the other side. We are wired differently and our anxiety makes us think everything is our fault. My family does not understand me and I am fine with that - I am so damaged but I accept it! I hope you are ok.

[Hidden in reply to finefrenzy127]

I think I'm okay. I might be lying to myself a little bit. But I'll try to be more honest and definitely try to be more loving toward myself and remember that God loves me and has a plan for me. I just don't feel like I'm trying hard enough or doing good enough. I don't know what exactly I need to do and I'm pretty much out of ideas. Thank you for your kind encouraging words in my troubling times. I really truly appreciate that. And I hope you are doing well too.