Dark thoughts

[hannahj1130]

I’m sick. Not physically. Mentally. I’m tired of the hurt. I’m tired of pain. I don’t know if I’m going to even have a job tomorrow because of what someone started with someone else. I’m scared. I’m scared I’m just gonna go off the deep end. I want to move from here. I wish this could all be over with. I want to live my life but things keep holding me back. I’m terrified of starting over somewhere I know but wanting to at the same time. I want to be okay again and I don’t know when that will be. Also I’m in pain because I just lost one of my bestest friends because of what someone else did. So now that person is gone. The person that was helping me. The person that cared. The person that was building myself back up. Just gone. Poof just like that. I’m really hating life right now.

[pink318]

Hi Hannah,

I’m so sorry that you are hurting. Thank you for sharing, I hope you will feel less lonely as you share your feelings with us. Stay in the forum. We are here for each other. Journaling can be helpful as well, it’s like talking to a friend.

I hope you feel better soon. Praying for you. Please keep us posted. God bless.

[FearIsALiar]

What happen with your job? If you don’t mind me asking