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[Nokita_Chan24]

Grew up with parental conflicts and domestic violence.Attempts to suicide since 10 years old. Got bullied at school. Still grew up hard and strong till now just languishing days by days.

Got a boyfriend, very supportive and sincere but now i seem to have messed up my life. He can no longer live with me. Maybe he got tired of me.

Though very small circle, I tend to uphold myself but there is always a that very 'down' moment that keeps on progressing with negative result.

I find it hard to come back from that level. Keeping myself busy helped not too much but being lonely taught me the essence of life.

Life should be meant to live as if it's the last day. Not all will appreciate what you do. You are your solution . You just need to find yourself and rise up. Boost up your own morals.

Say/ shout/ speak/ hum to yourself :

"I am a peaceful mind. I absorb positivity. I share joy. I expand my happiness because I am an amazing peaceful thought. I control the feelings. I dominate over the negative emotions."

[Hidden]

I'm sorry you and your boyfriend split up. I know that must be very difficult to go through. You are a survivor!!!!

[Nokita_Chan24 in reply to Hidden]

Just like me,there are more struggling...i hope they become survivors too. This platform has allowed me to express myself. Thank you

[Grateful71]

Thank you for sharing 😊

[Nokita_Chan24 in reply to Grateful71]

😊

[crowningglory19]

You are definitely strong, stronger for the things you have gone thru and survived. I'm sorry you went thru them tho. Sorry to hear of your bf leaving. Keep on keeping on is all we can do. I, like you, am strong because of hard times. I think we are stronger than many. I also trust God to lead me, give me wisdom if I ask and give me peace. I am thankful he loves us always no matter what we've done or not done, and that we are always welcome to come to Him. Breathing in deep of His Spirit gives peace and joy even in the midst of sorrow. Hoping you find this to be true too. Blessings to you, strong one. Rest in knowing you are loved. Our parents are not perfect but God is the perfect parent we can trust.

[Nokita_Chan24 in reply to crowningglory19]

Yes you are right. Spirituality surely brings some kind of self-assurance that there is hope. Keeping in connection with the God helps. 😊

[crowningglory19 in reply to Nokita_Chan24]

Feel free to contact me if you have any questions or need encouragement or guidance. God bless!

[Nokita_Chan24 in reply to crowningglory19]

Thank you very much for your response and ever willing help. Thank you a lot..