Hopeful

[Efthimiades]

Good morning. I feel comfortable writing here, since most of you understand. Period.

I've struggled with depression for so many years I can't remember what true happiness feels like. I feel like Good things don't happen to me ( I feel unworthy) I've read self help books & books on being positive , books on abuse and trauma ( had much of both) let's face it... unless the fucked up parts of my brain are rewired I will always be up and down with this shit fighting not too slit my wrists.... so this morning at 8 : 30 I have a job interview I'm nervous for ( want , need , Deserve this job) ANY good thoughts you can send my way would b great!! I would loooooooove to feel a few minutes of happiness & relief if & when I get the job. Thank you guys. Love to all.💕

[langedechu]

good luck, we believe in you! you got this x