Broken

[Foreverbroken31]

I feel like i finally broke something. I think something inside of me broke into a million little pieces. I think this was the hardest panic attack i ever had. I tried walking it off getting some air but i knew it was there about to get out. And it did get loose i had never felt the way i did. I thought I was going crazy my breathing turned agitated i felt like i need to pull out my hair and in seconds everything went black. As i entered my room trying to hold myself together it came at me and it literally felt like an attack. I walk into my room and fall to the floor i started crying like if i had been hurt by something. It was all the pain of this year trying to creep out if my entire body. I could hear my sister calling my parents. I can hear her saying i need help. And I hear my dad's voice outside my door and as i open my door he is there with his arms wide open. I hugged on to him and cry like a baby. All i have now is the broken pieces of my body and that emptiness inside my heart.