Finally seeing a doctor

[ComingUpRoses]

Last night was awful. I found out my aunt and her husband have covid. She's in her 70's and a long time smoker, so I'm very worried about how well she'll make it through this. Also, my landlord below me used paint or something awful and didn't say anything, knowing I have a bird and such fumes could kill her. They used polyurethane on the floors prior to moving in and I had to take her elsewhere for a few days. I had to emergency run her out of the house yesterday because of this. I'm very grateful I have anywhere to take her, but I don't know why they didn't communicate. And when texted about if they're doing more, got no response. I wound up taking a long drive last night to scream. I'm just so past the end of my rope every single day.

On a different note, I have a doctor appointment today to get a referral to see a mental health professional. I'm so very nervous, as I've never had great luck with such things. I guess at least I'm trying. We'll see how it goes today. I feel like shit and maybe that's a good thing for such an appointment.

Love to all of you out there today. It's been an extra hard year for everyone with mental health issues. I send you all hugs and love. 💜

[AnxM]

Sorry to hear what you went through. Please stress that they need to inform you about using chemicals in the building. People don’t take this seriously.

[ComingUpRoses in reply to AnxM]

Thank you. They were told before, but I guess it doesn't matter to them. They even said it wasn't bothering them last night. I will have to summon the courage to tell them again.

[AnxM in reply to ComingUpRoses]

It’s due to their ignorance. Birds are very sensitive. Maybe send them an informational document. You have to keep kicking up a fuss, don’t feel bad about it. Good luck!