I try to make my hair nice. I try and dress to fit in.
All these yrs. I tried to make it.
I never liked the way I looked. I don’t fit. I have always been singled out as the not pretty. And. I still never made it.
I remember as a kid. My friends hair was one way. I wanted my hair like that. I never liked my self ever. And, many people didn’t like me either.
Hidden , you were created with a life purpose. you are valuable. you were created with talents. I urge you to believe in yourself. my friend what do you like to do? what are you good at doing?
If you feel like you try too hard and still not satisfied, maybe the solution is to stop trying. Beauty isn't everything, I have learned that by noticing things about my acquaintances who are popular. So-and-so isn't very pretty, but everyone likes her more than me because of her personality. Not because of her looks.
Maybe your personality has charms that looks could never replace. Try to find your strong points and accept yourself the way you are!
About hair... I am so sick of hair too! It is way too hard to make it look right! For a while I fought with long hair. Then I cut it off and went with an easy pixie cut. It's MUCH more manageable now and I don't really care whether it's perfectly styled! Don't beat yourself up over the way you look. Find your own style and own it. 
Hi- Speaking of hair, I used to go to the salon for hair straightening because my hair is curly and I want it to look neat like my other friends’ hair. I did that for many years then I decided to stop. I am now enjoying my natural hair and at the same time, I’m saving money by not going to the salon.
Please be gentle on yourself. All of us are created uniquely and with a purpose. Try to focus on your strengths and not on your weaknesses. Surround yourself with people who will encourage you and inspire you to do your purpose. Take care, God bless.
Anxiety Doesn’t define me
Spouse doesn’t understand.
I hope illness doesn’t have us yet 
What if ECT doesn’t work
Spouse doesn’t understand 
