My sibling killed my mom on July 10 2020. I hope everyone else can feel better. My anxiety was peeking right before. I advise anyone with anxiety to litterally do what I didn't do. Yell at everyone to calm their shit and get out of your house so you don't have to experience death or loss. Everyday I cry for the loss of my mom!!!! Everyday, everything makes me miss her. I loved my mom. I lived everyone. My anxiety peeked right before this event. Listen to your anxiety. Make all fighting in your home stop before it's too late. I also am getti g on anxiety medication. I hate Jesus. But he is real none the less.
Google "angelina killed her mom" if you want the details and pictures. Here is a picture of me.
Question... Anyone know how to live life with dyslexia or heal it as well as a loss like this?
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You need time to recover - my concern is are you safe?
Googled it and found another story of a reality show star named Angela Deem who goes to Nigeria and then returns as her mom is dying. I suggest you talk with a professional about what you are experiencing.
There is a book called "Why Bad Things Happen To Good People." Maybe it would give you some ways to think about your situation. I'm so sorry this happened to you and your family. Healing will take a long time, so be patient with yourself. You are in no way responsible for what happened.
I so sorry that you had to experience this traumatic event and now have to deal with the life long hole of having your mother taken away too soon. Talk to people and surround yourself with caring people to help deal with this reality.
What a sad story. I don't know what to say. Does your sister have any mental problems? Do you have any idea why she did this? This makes me very sad. I hope you can recover from this terrible experience. Hugs.
I lost my mom on July 13,2020 as well. My mom was the first patient in the nursing home to get Covid and she lost her battle within 13 agonizing days. I take one day at a time. I Will remember something and either cry or smile. I am sorry for your loss and the horrific way it occurred. Please know you are not alone. I’m here if you would like to talk.
I am so sorry you have to go through this. One of my school friend's husband murdered her mom and then committed suicide. She was a flight attendant and quit after 9/11.
There is no quick way through any of it. She reinvented herself and her career and lifestyle. The love and longing for a mom will always be with you. Put that last image out of your mind. Surround yourself with positive memories and photos.
I don't think there is a cure for dyslexia. There are strategies. Using a device that only exposes one line of text at a time. Using colored filters.
I hope you are seeing a grief counselor. You have a lot to process.
I’m sorry for your loss. Losing a mother is hard enough let alone the tragic way you lost yours. I hope you are getting professional therapy. dyslexia Can be manageable with speech therapy.
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