I cried a lot today. My grandmother is a lot better. Praise the Lordšš»! But we had my stepsisters wedding today and I was the only sibling not in the ceremony itself. I felt left out and then felt more angry than I was upset. I just felt like she doesnāt care about me. The wedding was originally planned for May, but had to be rescheduled to today because of Covid. Iāll realized tonight that I didnāt take my meds this morning (Zoloft and buspirone) so that definitely contributed to the overloaded feelings. Plus Iāve been so busy that I have been bottling up my emotions instead of letting them out. (I know it isnāt good though.
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HJam, skipping your morning meds I'm sure had a lot to do with your overloaded emotions. One thing for sure, I'm glad to hear your grandmother is better. I'm sure that must make
you feel better. Tomorrow, take a little break from your stress and make it a "me day".
Hopefully that will settle you down some. xx
My good friends at NA and AA meetings after I shared how that girl gave me thousands of hand up phone calls over 13 years, invited me to his āBirthdayā next week that dozens will attend. I was looking forward to it and Happily and excitedly went to it on time.
There was no birthday. He only did that to Hurt me. He thought I was ābraggingā about how that girl was Crazy about me, when the truth is she was just that, crazy.
As a member agreed...
Thanks again man,
Cat
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