Lately, my emotions are at peak. I overthink a lot. My depression and anxieties are kicking in. And without some hot patch that i put on my chest, it is hard to sleep as my panic attacks are randomly knocking me.
And I am having a weird moments that bothers me while i am asleep.
I can say, I'm really asleep and I knew it that I am dreaming.. Minutes after that, I'm gonna noticed that my eyes are been opened since the dream started, but I didn't even know that I am already awake. I didn't even feel that my eyes opened. And that scares me, as I never felt that way before.. And after knowing that I am already awake, I cannot get back to sleep again, thinking how is that thing happening to me.