First post.. here we go

Hi.. been dealing with anxiety and depression since middle school but seems to keep getting worse.. I thought once I became a mom I would have everything I ever wanted and now that I am a blessed mom.of 2 I am struggling trying to get thru the day feeling emptier then ever. Not usually one to reach out or open up but someone suggest I try this as an outlet.

[Hb2003]

First of all welcome to this site and second of all I am so sorry that you are going through this I’m sending lots of kindness and positive vibes to you 😊

[mollykay70]

Welcome. I just joined today but so far it’s felt good to just say out loud how I’m feeling and hearing others say they understand. Your not alone.

[Agora1]

Hi mama2388, It's more than having every thing you ever wanted, it's more about

being happy with who you are. Apparently whatever caused the anxiety/depression in

middle school was never addressed. You would think achieving things you want in life

would help but as for having children, it really puts additional stress on you.

Stress such as being responsible for a child 24/7. With Anxiety and Depression we tend

to focus on our emptiness rather than the joys that having children can bring. Many women think that a child is the answer to their emotional problems and then are bewildered

why there life isn't happy.

Seeing a therapist to get down to the issues that started in middle school may be a good way

for you to appreciate yourself, find yourself and enjoy your blessings.

I'm glad you decided to reach out to this safe forum where you can get the support you need.

We are not professionals but can relate to what you are feeling through our own experiences. You've taken the first step forward in getting the understanding you need. xx

[Hidden in reply to Agora1]

Yes!!! Exactly! It just feels good to say it and feel validated