What now.

[JagAar]

2020. I started this year off with major anxiety and vomiting, I lost an absurd amount of weight, coronavirus happened, I then lost my job. After losing my job, I learned my boyfriend with whom I share a 15 month old, was cheating on me so I had to pack up and move myself and baby out to my mothers small home, where I am taking care of my daughter full time looking for work, haven’t paid any bills since August, my car is about to repoed and my daughter has become quite the handful. The struggle is incredibly real. Sometimes I feel like I don’t want to deal with this at all anymore. And sometimes I feel like I got this. It’s becoming increasingly more the latter here lately. Idk how to move forward. I feel stuck in so many ways. I’m tired of having to be so strong and pull it all together. I’m tired. I’m just really tired. I need help.

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That is a tough place to be in. I don't have much to say. Sometimes there isn't a lot of help out there unless you have the money for it. My sister was a single mom for quite some time, I feel for you. She did eventually get married to a great guy who really supports her around the time her son was sixteen. She depended on my parents a lot when he was growing up, she had to in a lot of ways. I think if my parents hadn't helped her out her son may have eventually ended up in foster care. Don't give up hope.