It’s annoying when I reach out to the one family member that is sort of still in my life and he tells me that I can just “choose to be happy.” Because you know, I totally choose this feeling of depression every day where I have to fight with everything I have to not kill myself. You really think I “choose” to feel this way?
Sorry for the rant, but I felt like it was better to do this than to turn to alcohol.
Anyway, here’s a photo of my dog who is truly the only reason I’m still alive right now.
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My sister said she doesn't want me and i'm annoying 
Anyone feel annoyed ,stressed due to noise
Ways to work on letting small annoyances go with my S.O. to avoid petty, stressful fights?
It’s all about self compassion. Keep choosing to speak nicely to yourself. 
