Working toward getting the day started...feeling stuck today. Can’t say I’m feeling sad more apathetic - just don’t care anymore.
Morning: Working toward getting the day... - Anxiety and Depre...
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Good morning to you. Starting my day out as well. Keep putting one foot in front of the other. We'll get to a better place eventually. I hope you have at least one thing that makes you smile today. Sending you good vibes!
Hello afternoon to you. Time zone is different in my place. Today, I am chilling. I spent the better part of the morning, trying to force myself to sleep to while away the day. I usually have a routine of dance, take a stroll and a bath afterwords and yet today I couldn't bring myself to follow through despite that this rituals are near essential to the positive development of my mood. I've got a million thoughts but I am in a high right now, got my head in the clouds, parakeeting through the sky only the sound of the wind rushing through my ears. But there's this underlying grimness, knowing that my flight isn't quite stabilized and I am not near prepared or fortified against the turbulence that is sure to come. Sometimes, I could fool myself into believing it's useless to care; suspended hopelessly in the air awaiting the inevitable crash but I find it hard to convince myself when i've got my eyes wide open, body angled in an unknown direction. Seeking. Looking for a rainbow. Strips of flashing colour to overcome the grey. To give me faith, any reason to keep holding on.
❤️. The dark clouds will disappear and the sun will emerge. This moment onwards is what we've all got. Let's make it matter.