how it feels to be me

[Marysblue]

I can tell when my depression is returning, sometimes colors go grayer, things look uglier including me. Or I start to think about friends I don't have anymore like I am doing today.

I am lonely but being around people can make me so anxious and I don't really enjoy people when I am depressed.

I have 1 or 2 days a month with no depression and nothing bothers me.

can anyone relate to this? I have no support system,

[Marysblue]

ouch

[Yellowleaves]

Yes I can relate. No one believes you or think you want attention. I have no friends. Or family that I can confide in. So I end up talking to myself. I’m just tired of this endless cycle. How can we be at peace when we re Afraid depression will return. It’s like a cock roach that won’t die