Story of my life.

My life started off bad, I had no mom or dad, until age 2 then some new parents came through.

I had alot of anger, laughed in the face of danger, and I was pretty cruel to the kids all in my school, then they put me on this medicine that almost made me drool.

At night it hurt like a blister, I had to wake up my sister. I went to sleep in her bed with these thoughts all in my head.

I didn't know any better, I remember that first letter, like a note, that I wrote, out of hope, with that rope around my throat. I just started to cry and I didn't know why, I felt I wanted to die but I was too afraid to try because I want to reside in the sky, I hope it's not all a lie.

I remember my first panic attack way back when I was like twelve, it was like I was living in hell, I couldn't wait to hear the bell.

I didn't know any better, this is just the way I was, I started smoking weed just to catch a buzz.

I wish I could go back and change some things, even rearrange some things going on in my brain, I find it really lame when people complain about a little weight gain, don't you know pain?! Give me them things and I'll drop them like rain just to straighten out the strain causing this pain going on in my brain, I'm just trying to maintain and not go insane.

Then on to high school, I thought I was pretty cool, I had the hottest girl in class she had the nicest a**, then she cheated with my best friend, I felt so betrayed my boy just trying to get laid, it's like he sprayed me with Raid, and this is just the 10th grade.

One year later when I thought I was stout, I said to my teachers, peace I'm out! I dropped out of school, mom cried it wasn't cool.

Then comes all the troubles, I had the cops working doubles, they were trying to find what I left behind, until I finally got caught by a cop with a glock, I should've stayed on my block, but I thought the spot was hot.

They give me 5 years probation, that was a little motivation, cause Bubbas in the pen and I know he's just waitin.

I walked 5 years and I never saw a cell because unlike in high school they don't let you go with the bell.

That was 13 years ago, got my GED just so y'all know, I've made alot of mistakes, but they've all made me grow. I hope y'all enjoyed the show, but for now I've gots to go!

[Sillysausage234]

Did enjoy the read....did you get the acupuncture in your ears ?

[Hidden in reply to Sillysausage234]

Not yet. The chiropractor my doctor recommended me to is three hours away, and I don't drive anymore, and hate to ask for a ride that far. There might be one closer, but I wanted to go to that one.

[Princemalik]

Nice one bruh. So much rimes