I've been doing very well for quite sometime and hadn't felt the need to post but I do now. I'm getting frustrated and that can kick of anxiety attacks.
2020 started off well enough, January I went on my first vacation with my boyfriend and it was great. February brought me H1N1. March not only put me on unemployment for the first time in my life but I tested positive for Covid. I was down with that until April. May co-workers started getting called back to work but not me
It was mid-June before I got the call back to come in after the 4th of July. My position and been absorbed into another and the only thing available paid exactly half of my old salary.
I made it through all of that just to join a different department for half my pay. Tonight I almost walked out for the 3rd time this week because I'm frustrated with how this department is run. The worst part is the manager of the department was my hire 12 years ago! Did I teach her that the behavior in the department is to be overlooked? I just feel that I could collapse under this years weight...
I’ve had enough pain. 
My life is strange enough 
When is enough enough? 😔
Depression is not enough, I’m pregnant too
Why isn't it enough? 
