can i like rant about something, i don't know

[sarah56]

um its been a while, but recently my family came from a different state, he's my uncle and i know i can't say that. but its not fair that they can think that like im dating or something bad which they always think, when im quiet, but they don't get that probably 8 out of the 10 times, im feeling anxious and i have a coloring book app on my phone i use probably most of the time that why im on my phone all the time. being quiet is my way of controlling my anxiety therefore no one needs to worry and im mad that they can't see the signs themselves, like me being quiet is different okay, like i can't be as happy as you sometimes, its just me and just because my mom has it, it should'nt mean you can disclude me too. they don't get it. i hate it, it should be simple to understand.. i don't understand how its not like easy to get. i just want them to understand me. and not obesses on how i seem to can;t do anything right or you know.

[Hidden]

Feel free to rant if you want to, that's what this site's here for. Family dynamics can be really hard to deal with, I'm not quite sure what exactly youre upset about, but in my family it seems to be like it's either just be totally quiet or else if I try to bring something up that I'd like to resolve, then I get accused of causing a scene. Being quiet can be a way of protecting yourself. Words can and do hurt. Especially if you've got some toxic and narcisstic people to deal with .

[sarah56 in reply to Hidden]

i agree

[Hidden in reply to sarah56]

I hear you. Just don't use swear words on this site. I just got reprimanded for using foul language on here. Guess I have some haters.

[sarah56 in reply to Hidden]

yeah