I’m not a troll

[Thelonewolf22]

I swear I’m not a troll I’m just lost confused and hurt. Anyone who tells me to try therapy I view a threat because of my countless bad experiences with it but I don’t mean to come across hostile. You can ridicule me for my mistakes all you want. I don’t want attention. I just want someone that won’t leave my life

[Hidden]

Thelonewolf,

How do you want us to respond to you, then? Have you thought that we might be just as hurt and frustrated by what you're responding to us? I mean, here we are, wanting you to have a really good life, and we're not getting through to you. It is very frustrating to be honest.

Ok, so: what do you want us to say????

[Thelonewolf22 in reply to Hidden]

I didn’t mean to hurt you. I guess I’ll turn it into a question how do you deal with trust issues

[Hidden in reply to Thelonewolf22]

Ok, that's a great question!!👍

Maybe someone else can answer this. I hope so. Why don't you do another post asking this awesome question. (I suggest this because I think the odds of getting more answers will be greatly increased).

[Hidden]

I understand what you're saying. When you're in a forum like this asking for support you're going to get a variety of responses and people here are wonderful however you know as well as I that folks diagnosed with depression and anxiety often decide to be treated with therapy among other options as well. So odds are you'll hear that so I'd add it to your profile. It's not that people want to upset you or leave you but we don't know you so odds are you'll get a variety of responses. Some you'll like and those responses you won't like and just thank people for them to be nice and kind to others.

So it appears that a lot of people have left you. I'm certain that hurts very much.

I'm here for you

[Hidden]

Honestly I think people know this. I get it. I know that you posted the things you did yesterday out of hurt, and fear. I tried to tell you in our conversation that you can't let fear control you. Ok, things went bad I'm guessing. That sucks. I can't even put into words how much it sucks, because I know how it feels to lose someone you care about and can't have them back no matter how bad you want them. The good news in that is, eventually you feel better. Not instantly maybe not for months, but eventually you will feel better from everything that has happened. And the fear part. I feel like, and I could be wrong, but personally I think you're scared of completely losing this girl. But for the wrong reasons. I'm not saying you don't care about her I want to be very clear on that. But what I'm trying to say is that I feel like you're scared she's going to move on to someone else and leave you right where you are. Again the good news in this is, ok she left you here, well guess what you have a community of people willing to pick you back up, dust you off and accept you in the bad place you're in. We get it. I get it. I once read this quote it went something like this: broken people love the hardest, and even after being broken they still love. That's not the exact quote but somewhere along the lines. So guess what, you're capable of loving, and that means you're capable of receiving love. At least I think that. And after everything you've gone through in the little bit of time knowing this girl, maybe it's a blessing in disguise that she's leaving your life. Another little quote: don't question God as to why people are removed from you life. Again not the exact quote, but anyways, what I'm getting at is this, maybe she is being removed out of your life, so that someone more understanding and willing to compromise, and capable of being the person you need in your life, can come in. I hope that you feel better and can be in better spirits, and I'm sorry you're hurting so bad

Again I'm not a professional but I've been through some stuff, and I want to clarify I wasn't telling you how you feel, but more what I see when I look at this situation

[Thelonewolf22 in reply to Hidden]

I responded to this in a dm because it will hey long and lengthy

[Hidden]

Since joining this site, I've dealt with 3 people who have shut down each and every one of mine and everyone else's numerous ways of helping. All 3 of these people have been 21 and under. I wonder if immaturity is a factor here? Maybe they aren't mature enough yet to act maturely online and take into consideration what people say? What do you think about this?

[Hidden]

Ooh, how interesting. Thank you!

[Hidden]

Love you're first sentence!🤣

My teenage years ended only 20 years ago. Dealing with teens and young adults on this site brings me back....