Having a hard time today. Family issues. I am suffering from PTSD today. My dad mentioned something about my boyfriend which brought up memories of a work injury which caused my ptsd. it is not possible for my family to reframe from making comments that will trigger my ptsd.
I just want to cry. I have a heavy heart writing this, I am beating myself up that I am not able to clean my room, make grown up decisons about the moment and future...
I had to cancel plans with a friend yesterday because I was not feeling well. I can now see that its my anixiety, depression and ptsd even though this is a good friend that i was suppose to go to dinner with...
I know I should not be beating myself up over this, but its hard not to...