Here’s to hoping for better

[Rudolph26]

I took this photo a few months back and it helps me remember that I do have some good moments in my life. Even if it was shortly lived, at least they happened. Kinda gives me a reason to keep pressing forward. I wonder sometimes, when is the last time I enjoyed the good moments? And what can I do to enjoy them more? Sometimes, I feel like everything around me is still, like the fog in the morning. Its in that stillness that I often times feel peace. Maybe that’s what I need, to learn to be still and just be

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I definitely feel your post Rudolph! I can't always summon the will or motivation to get up on my bad days. When possible, I love getting up early. It feels like peace. I know my phone isn't going to ring that early. I feel like most people are still sleeping and so I have a head start on life today. I lay here and set goals for the day and focus on being productive. I guess I'm just gathering myself, my thoughts. As it gets later, I know the anxiety of the world is going to begin building up. My moods are going to start swinging and my day is going to be unpredictable. This time of day is my only safe place. I am so appreciative of the time and I try to also talk to God and let him know how much I savor the moment. I call this feeling "meditation". I'm not real sure what else to describe it as.