Unwell

[silentdreamer20]

I have been unwell for a little over a week now. My dr sent me for strep, flu, and covid testing... As well as chest xrays. Strep abd flu came back neg. Still waiting to hear on the other. Every day i seem to feel worst, and its exhsusting. My cough is gone for the most part, headaches are still off and on, stomach is still unwell. Walking from point a to point b exhausts me now, and now my kidneys hurt. I have to force myself to eat and even drink now... I’m just so tired. Idk the point of putting this on here... Not many around me care much. I guess i just feel alone.

[Mia898]

Sending a big hug . I can guess how hard it is .

[silentdreamer20 in reply to Mia898]

Thank you!! I have felt so disregarded... As much as i dont want to admit it, It hurts

[Mia898 in reply to silentdreamer20]

So easy to feel disregareded . You should admit it hurt you need to say how you feel . Hear if you want to talk.

[silentdreamer20 in reply to Mia898]

I've spoken to those closest to me... But it doesn't change anything. They try to be here for me, but it's complicated. My husband only thinks I love him if I am affectionate, so when I am having a hard time (like now) he thinks it's all about him.

[Mia898 in reply to silentdreamer20]

I can understand about your hubby . I am always hear if you want to chat . Glad you chatted to close friends.

[silentdreamer20 in reply to Mia898]

I actually may pm you. Thank you.

[Mia898 in reply to silentdreamer20]

That is totally fine please pm me . I had a boyfriend a bit like your hubby only happy when you do everything the want hugs etc no caring about how I felt . Did not even care I do not think mine had feelings or any idea.

[silentdreamer20 in reply to Mia898]

My ex husband was like that. No one believed me until we moved back to his home town and his Dr figured out he was actually a sociopath 🤦🏻‍♀️