I never thought I would choose

[Svtempus]

Lately things have been going really unwell i feel. To deal with the loneliness i started to overmedicate but now im hurting myself, is this just the trail that will end in me taking my life?

[Hidden]

This is just a moment in time. It is only how you feel right now. Tomorrow is a new day and with it hope that change can happen. Please wait it out things change and will get better.

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

I agree with Here_am_I...things change quickly! You should probably seek professional help if you have started self-harming and over medicating. I have had professional help ever since my first admission to the psych hospital. I don’t care how much it costs or what I have to do to get the continued help I need, I will do it because I feel like my life depends on it. I need that support. By the way Here_am_I, I love your pic! Very nice!

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thanks ☺️ it’s just my ugly mug lol

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

I like it! 🙂

[Marshall64 in reply to Hidden]

Is that a NJ Devils hat?

[Hidden in reply to Marshall64]

Yes sir. You got a problem? Respect the hat.

[Marshall64 in reply to Hidden]

Hmm.. Don't like that. No sir, I don't like that at all. 😊

Go Blues 🏒🎵🎸

[Hidden in reply to Marshall64]

We shall agree to disagree then. The devils don’t have much ever since they lost brodeur. It’s going to take time.

[Svtempus]

Thanks guys, looking for advice and you end up discussing profile pics on my post, I appreciate the comments and the help and some of the other comments made me laugh but maybe they weren’t the best place to post them on.

[Hidden in reply to Svtempus]

No disrespect meant at all, I just happened to notice a nice profile pic and commented on it. No big deal. Advice was given, but apparently, you didn’t notice...

[Svtempus in reply to Hidden]

I was appreciative of the advice and thankful but for someone feeling a bit alone and lost, seeing how her post become about others’ conversation felt weird. But I am thankful for the advice

[Hidden in reply to Svtempus]

So sorry you felt weird. After mentioning the pic, I was out of there. I’ll remember in the future...

[Hidden in reply to Svtempus]

I am sorry. You are right. I will be more careful in the future. How are you doing?

[fauxartist in reply to Svtempus]

Please don't feel disrespected, .... we mean no harm.... I guess we all just get used to having a chat on our posts and it's not meant to diminish the importance of your post in any way...we don't have chat and it's just become our way of sayin hey to each other....it gets pretty dark here some days with so many suffering....we just try to lighten the load now and then... everyone just rolls with it... I hope in time you will too....apologises if you are upset....

[fauxartist]

no...it does not have to mean that...it is a cry for help....and a change in the way your feeling now..I'm glad your sharing about this....please share more....

[Svtempus in reply to fauxartist]

I really don’t know how else to explain in, i feel like it’s a matter of time now. I don’t have much to leave behind and I just can’t stop hurting. I’m going to my therapist, I’m taking my meds, but at the end of the day I feel so lonely, so unwanted.

[fauxartist]

this disease deceives us..and destroys us believing we are lovable and wanted because we are just so sad...but the truth is.... it's the disease and often it lies to us. We are lovable and believe me... there are a whole lot of people here who have proved that to me over and over ..... on my worst days and my best days.... they still are there..supportive...and caring. When you find a place like this, it's a gift...get to know other people here....just read others posts and comments, it helps us get out of our own head and out of our own way to find out just how special people here really are...but you have to make the effort to reach out...I'm glad your here sharing....