Anyone els feel this way?

[shay8blue]

Lately I've tried to find a purpose in life and why I should keep fighting but I dont see anything. I've tried everything possible to feel better and I still hit my lows and they seem to be getting worse each time. My mind is numb and all I want is to end this pain but and cant seem to follow through. If i feel this helpless why is it so hard to find something positive in this world? Anything is better than how i feel now yet i still cant think of anything...

[Hidden]

Hey there! I’m there with you, I was sitting in my car crying and my mind went to a very dark place. I feel like no matter what, things are not going to get better for me..the pain I feel, id never want anyone to feel. It hurts so much that I’m at the point where I’d do anything to stop it.

I hope you respond to me and I hope that eventually you find your purpose. Everyone has a purpose, it sometimes just take others longer to find it.

[shay8blue in reply to Hidden]

Thanks for responding to my post. Its hard to believe anyone feels as bad as I do and yet here you are. I hope you find something to distract yourself from doing back into that head space like drawing or poetry. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here❤

[Hidden]

I absolutely feel the same way I have nothing to look forward to. I have had enough of being ignored and treated like trash I don't know what to do I just shut down I don't want to talk nobody understands sick of hearing get over yourself . I just rather be alone