Why do my internet friendships end up turning sour? people end up ghosting me or making me wait too long to respond. I can't seem to do the same back to them, I don't have the heart to be disrespectful. Yesterday someone blocked me from a poetry site and for the life of me I can't understand what I did or said wrong? it was a new contact so I'm assuming she was hyper sensitive or had other issues?
And regular friendships end up being disrespectful criticizing me or judging me for the very things they do. So I end up being alone, which makes me feel safer. I'm to the point where I feel most people are just trouble, problems & dramas.
It's hard to find conscientious people to be friends on a long term basis.
Advice on Friendship and Jealously 
Why can't I get and make a long friendship?
Why am i not allowed to feel my emotions? Why am i not allowed to feel my anger? 
Why can't I seem to do anything right for my family?
Gratitude and Friendship
